December 2008
New Years Eve Prayer - Jeff Buckley
You, my love, are allowed to forget About the Christmas you just spent stressed out in your parents house. You, my love, are allowed to shed the weight of all the years before, like bad disco clothes, Save them for a night of dancing, stoned with your lover. You, my love, are allowed to let yourself drown every night in bottomless wild and naked symbolic dreams. You, my love, in sleep can...
it's new years eve
this year i’m making a stand by going to bed.
this year (or was it the year before? i can’t remember!) i was drunk and stoned and passed out fairly soon into the new year. it’s really not that fun, and not a very nice way to start the year. so this time, i’m staying home. it’s too hot to go out anyway. and i’ll start the year comfortable in my bed.
i have a...
test
designinganervousbreakdown:
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björk.
it looks like i have to get the special characters window thing up so that i can choose the special o.
Björk.
Interesting! I wonder why it changed or if it’s a keyboard difference or something?
I just found this for you but it looks like you don’t need it:
http://support.apple.com/kb/HT1518
thanks!
Oh fuck
acheron:
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acheron:
Just oh fuck. He did it to me again. Twice in a row. Tell me I’m not the scapegoat someone. Tell me I have advanced paranoia.
I’m going to fall on my sword now. It will be easier than waiting for the knives to get me.
In fact I think I’m just going to cry.
did it get deleted?
don’t cry. tantruming children are best ignored until they calm down.
Pretty much...
the heart shaped burn scar on my back
i’m pretty sure it’s seeping at the moment.
sexymotherfuckah behind link →
yourstruly-theadiashow:
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acheron:
How can a simple singlet be so sexy?
you call that a singlet too? i thought that was an australian thing, since no one seemed to know what i meant over there when i said it.
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do you know what they call them in the states?
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aside from “wife beaters”?
can happy people listen to morrissey/the smiths...
badgerwolf:
ephemeron:
i’ve always wondered that.
the smiths are the happiest band ever ever…if a double decker bus killed the both of us to die by your side is such a heavenly way to die…….for me, thats the most joyous sun rise of a lyric ever written. Its all about Manc wit for me. The dour is funny. The depressed is both tragic and comic. Moz will always be linked to this kind of english...
my sanity is worth my weight in gold
lateniteriser:
And believe me when I say I am frightened to death that I might have to move because of my hearing. I wish I was kidding but I am not sure about the new neighbors. How do I explain right off the bat that the foot traffic literally makes my left ear pop at any sharp noise? I can’t explain it but I am not going to live in my house with earplugs or headphones on all the time! I...
What scares me most
clarityunfiltered:
I am currently single, and very happy in that state, unlike I have ever been. I mean, no crushes, no infatuations, no interest, no nothing. And I am perfectly fine with that.
What worries me now, however, is that someone is going to show interest in me, and I’m going to blow them off because I don’t want to mess up the good thing I have.
i’ve been like that for a...
To Whom It May Concern
acheron:
cardinalcave:
CUT IT OUT NOW
stop fucking alluding to the fact that BECAUSE women AND men reblog or blog things in here and they come across as flirty or seductive IT THEN MEANS (WHEN IT CERTAINLY DOES NOT) that there is some kind of extra-tumblr connection/
YOU ARE FUCKING MISTAKEN.
I am seriously still pissed at how ephemeron got hosed by SanDiegoBound and YankeeGirl and...
damnsam:
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damnsam:
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theadiashow-yurztruly:
hi, a.m!
welcome back!
:)
thanks!
i’ve had a happy holiday. hope everyone else is too!
How is the computer am?
lovely. it works, and it’s pretty, what more could i want?
You couldn’t ask for mine. Mine is gorgeous too. Pink, no less.
oooh, pink!
Tip to all who may behave as stupidly as I do...
vagarious:
DON’T squeeze gel caps! Yes, it may be fun to push the limits of the pill and feel the goos inside, but eventually the barrier will give and you will have medicine everywhere. Why I don’t learn this I just don’t know.
i did this with fish oil once. it was awful.
damnsam:
am-:
theadiashow-yurztruly:
hi, a.m!
welcome back!
:)
thanks!
i’ve had a happy holiday. hope everyone else is too!
How is the computer am?
lovely. it works, and it’s pretty, what more could i want?
theadiashow-yurztruly:
hi, a.m!
welcome back!
:)
thanks!
i’ve had a happy holiday. hope everyone else is too!
ALARM CALL - Björk
I have walked this earth and watched people I can be sincere and say I like them you can’t say no to hope can’t say no to happiness I want to go on a mountain-top with a radio and good batteries and play a joyous tune and free the human race from suffering I’m no fucking Buddhist but this is enlightenment the less room you give me the more space I’ve got this...
I am very stupid, I am intelligent, I’m clumsy, I’m a coward,...
– Björk
Pizza, chocolate, Pizza, chocolate
acheron:
cardinalcave:
word
Vegan?
i’m sure he means carob chocolate, and cheeseless pizza on a vegan base.
It's interesting...
foolishgirrl2:
acheron:
…to read that other people feel the same about ME time as I do. That’s one of the nice things about being here. I guess I felt I was alone in wanting to have my own space a lot of the time. It’s a real need for me and has becoming increasingly so as I get older. I am an introvert and have never been one for crowds. This enforced 2 weeks of festivities starts off...
If you could physically transport yourself to any...
vagarious:
thecoffeegirl:
naturespeaks:
New Zealand - on the Milford and Routeburn Tracks
lickystickypicky:
magiclysslyss:
(via ifyoucould)
Rome. It is the most amazing city in the world. I miss living there so much.
Oh, easy. Mexico. All of it. and I’d make a pit stop in Florence, Italy too.
Tahiti or Fiji. In a bathing suit and a sarong, with a nice tall glass of something...
I am still trying to remember my first c.d....
lateniteriser:
am-:
lateniteriser:
but can’t do it. But here is delving deeper… My first 8-track in my first car (ha!-1979 Buick station wagon with fake wood panels) was Wings-Band On The Run epic!
if i’m allowed to count singles… mine was incubus - drive.
not my fault i was born in the wrong era to have cool music as a teen.
my first tapes were joan osborn and carly simon (at the same...
I am still trying to remember my first c.d....
lateniteriser:
but can’t do it. But here is delving deeper… My first 8-track in my first car (ha!-1979 Buick station wagon with fake wood panels) was Wings-Band On The Run epic!
if i’m allowed to count singles… mine was incubus - drive. brandon boyd was hot. he probably still is.
not my fault i was born in the wrong era to have cool music as a teen.
my first tapes were joan...
burt bacharach is playing
when i was a kid mum played his later stuff to death. him and elvis costello. not even the older stuff which might be cooler to like, but later stuff. and especially the cd they did together. i remember not being able to wait until it was over so that i could put something else on. but i learned all the words and the songs, and sang along in the car, just out of the habit i had of singing along...
burn on my back
i leaned against the espresso machine here (by accident, duh), and got a nasty burn in a perfect curved corner triangle shape in the middle of my spine.
ow.
on holidays
clarityunfiltered:
am-:
haven’t logged on here in a while.
did i miss anything?
Hmm…
Not much.
Convos on religion, love, dancers, you know, the usual. And oh yeah, DRA is back in action.
yes, i thought he’d be back to his old tricks. it’s inevitable, isn’t it?
religion love and dancers sound interesting. but i think i’ll just accept that i’ve missed out,...
on holidays
haven’t logged on here in a while.
did i miss anything?
Flight attendants, please prepare for idiocy
saramcpherson:
USAirways Representative: How may I help you, Ms. McPherson? Sara: Hi, I just saw that you issued a travel warning for my flight tonight, the 10:50 PM to Charlotte. Does that mean it might be canceled? USAirways Rep: Your flight will be affected by the severe weather, yes. Sara: … Um, so what does that mean, exactly? USAirways Rep: Your flight has not been canceled at...
whatisphotography:
I do have a child..and yet..that cannot be an excuse or a reason for any type of behaviour.
depression doesn’t listen to reason. it has a mind of it’s own. i just do my best to ride it thru. whatever it takes. and i do my best not to make my child suffer because of it. it’s all i can do.
you’ll get through it. it’ll pass. it sounds like the worst is over, keep...